Already one week since moving to the new apartment. Although sometimes there were some problems about the apartment, everything is fine until now. I begin to use the word home when refering to the new apartment with my roommate and i think it is so sweet. Sometimes i even doubt if i should go to Germany or not. Every time when i went out with friends to some pub full of foreigners. i began to wonder if i can live in that kind of environment. Anyway, it is a totally different culture and living conditon and so far away from family from China.Hope i can survive. Life is really sweet staying with someone just do not care so much about the future. Sometimes it is too hard to find a real or serious relationship. But if u urself cannot be loyal,how can u ask someone else to be loyal to u?Maybe the best way is just to enjoy now, enjoy every minute u stay together and sometimes to be blind or just ignore anything hurt u or u cannot change!